Journal · of · Blooded_Bond

I really do not have a large amount to say at the moment. It is as if my mind is in a void. I am not feeling great at the moment either. Maybe I shall go lay down.

Sorry for the lack of comments and interaction, I shall make up for it the next I am online.

Love Mel - Bound to him.

As for my life today, I have quit my old job. Things got a little out of hand after rumours starting spreading around the workplace about Damian and myself. I was not going to lower myself to their level and explain myself to each sorry case in that place so I kept my silence and left with my dignity. That was a month ago now and I have found a new job, again, in administration. I will not mention where because I do not want these new work colleges to find out about Damian and I. If I have to leave here too, I will. Damian is my life, my love, my entire existence and without him I know I am nothing. I would do anything, risk anything to be His, to ensure that I am His for the rest of my life.

Oh but look at the time! Goodness me, Damian told me that I am allowed on for only another half an hour so I will say goodnight to you all so that I can read some more journals. It's lovely to be back. I look forward to speaking with you all very soon.

Love Mel- Born to be His

A  few days ago at work. Damian came in to keep a watchful eye for a little while. I love when he does that. He signalled me over to talk to him for a little bit, which I did. I had to go to the counter to answer a workmates question. Damian came up and grasped my wrist with some force, so I introduced him to my workmate. I did not think the wrist grasp was noticeable let alone not publically acceptable. However it seems my workmate did notice and thought it not to be appropriate. After Damian left she started questioning things and asking if he was violent towards me, I laughed and shrugged it off. I explained our situation and my submissive nature but it was obvious she was not convinced and did not understand at all. I wanted to keep all of this a secret for this reason but I felt she needed an explanation. I tried to tell her that I like a degree of pain, I mean, I apologise for being forward, but it is a turn on, as most of  you would agree.

I came home that afternoon and explained everything to Damian and he made it clear to me again that outsiders would not understand our love.  I just wish people could be more understanding.   I am really quite concerned that my workmate will  spread this around the office, and I do not need that kind of attention.  Does anyone have any advice they can give me? Has anyone else been in this kind of situation, what do you think I  should do? Thank you.

But now I have to go and cook dinner, Master will be most displeased that I  have not started yet.

Love Mel - His dark devotee

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Damian is rather happy I have found this. It has given us a bit more to talk about and experiment with, in relation to BDSM, which has been rather good.

As for general things, work was rather bland. I work as a receptionist, and a rather unappreciated one at that. If only those people knew how much chaos they would get themselves into if I just decided to up and leave.

Love Mel - Wanting Him.

He also bough Sabastian a brand new jeweled collar. I think it was a new symbol emphasising the fact that we are the creatures that he owns. Sabastian is our boy by the way, our 2 year old Doberman. We got him when he was a puppy and when Damian and I first moved into together.

I love this pretty thing. I am so lucky. I can not believe, even after almost 3 years, that I am HIS. 

Love Mel - His Dark Kiss

Selladellasera asked if I became Damian's property when I was 17. Well, for everyone else who may read this, that was not the case. We were together but my being his property, in the way it is used now, did not begin until a year and a half later. It had vaguely been that way all through it but we mark it from the night I first called him Master and where things got a little more interesting than the usual. From then on everything was offical and a lot more clear. It was if everything had now fallen into place properly and it felt so right.

Lastnight was bliss. I feel so lucky to lay next to him. I feel blessed to be his. I love my Dark Prince.

Love Mel - His Princess

Master allowed me on the computer, as a reward.

I am getting so addicted to this place. It is a whole new world. A fabulous new world. I have found so many wonderful people on here already, sharing their experiences and all.

I'm off to read some more. 

Love Mel - Only His.

Damian is out, he is my Master by the way. I feel so empty without him. We have been together for just over three full years now. I love saying that. I fall more in love with him everyday. I need to make sure the dishes are clean before he gets home or there will not be too much fun going on later. Actaully I had better get onto that now.

I can not wait to meet people on here. The communities are so good. Hopefully, if I am allowed, I can read later.

To new things!

Love Mel - Damian's slave, Damian's servant and Damian's property.